I have recently been questioning my gender, and what I identify as. I wouldn’t put so much thought into it if it didn’t sit at the back of my mind and dominate a part of my brain 24/7, so I decided to perhaps start writing about it, to maybe help me figure it out.
If I’m being really honest, the thoughts of being trans scare the living crap outta me. As far as I can tell, I don’t have a desire to physically be a man, but I don’t want boobs either. I don’t know what that makes me but I’m trying to figure that out.
I talked to a trans boy who told me I should experiment with presenting myself as a boy, and here I am. I am currently out as genderqueer to a close friend, who is helping me work this out, and is calling me nick and using the male pronouns. it’s not been long enough for me to know yet, but I want to keep track of my feelings.
If any genderqueer’s, or trans guys wanna help me/offer advice/tell me anything they like, inboxes would be appreciated!